...a bit purple

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Hmm, the weretranny ventures out again.
It's been some time. Mostly had problems just stepping out. Normally the light nights and folk all around with doors & windows open fuel my paranoia & self doubt . The combination wouldn't let Lara anywhere near the door handle.

Still, I chose my moment & skipped giddily down the road avoiding eye contact where possible. Pretty hard when driving. Safer to keep eyes at least partially open.

Bit of an odd one, I arrived at a reasonable time 8:20 (ish) to find the only life in the pub that night was the group of TV's. Pretty strange the pub is normally at least half full of regular folk. (yes yes , TV's are regular folk too, blah blah)

Now this may be strange to some T folk. Interaction with people may become a common thing when you're happy with yourself & going out regularly. I'm not within that little shaded sector of the Venn diagram. A discomfort zone if you like.
I still have to build my self up to this sort of thing every time I go out. A mental process of telling myself, not to be stupid & that no one gives a damn.

Still not having to deal with people was almost a let down. Is this a sign of wanting to test myself I wonder. oh well. I wont dwell on it. I'm pretty happy to sit quietly & observe instead. (Dumb blonde ?)


Jessica Hart said...

Hi weretranny - did you miss the opening class in tranny school - you know the one about skirts... :)

Lara Tyg said...

I appear to have skipped school a lot. So dangerously under educated.

Now you've mentioned about the skirt thing, I've googled it & realised the big mistakes I'm making. It was just blind luck that shaved my moustashe off. Thankyou Jess :O)